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Original: 1/24/2005 7:25 PM
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Monday, January 24, 2005

 It`z funny...sometimes I`m never satisfied with my life no matter how well thing`z are going. So what the hell do I want now? I have certain friendz that I really want to be close to...but it`z like I`m doing something wrong. I`m too quiet, that`z why they never really turn to me...so I know I`m never being thought of. I know it`z a silly thing to worry about but I never really felt special to someone (not in a relationship kind of way...ehh). -sigh- I hate my low self-esteem! I really REALLY DO >=[ ARGHHH`~#&(*%)$&^)&)_*@#@#!!!

I hate how I look...I look like I`m fuckin` crazy...I`m gonna dye my hair lighter so that my face won`t looked as fucked up. I hate how fat I`ve gotten...I`m gonna work out till I puke my f`ckin` guts out. I hate how quiet I am...I might as well just shut the fuck up for the rest of my damn life...I donno. Leave me alone....

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Had a bad day, don't talk to me,
gonna ride this out,
My little black heart, breaks apart,
with your big mouth.

And I'm sick of my sickness
Dont touch me, you'll get this.
I'm useless, lazy, perverted,
and you hate me.

You can't save me,
You can't change me,
Well I'm waiting for my wake up call,
And everything, everything's my fault.
Went to the doctor, and I asked her,
to make this stop.
Got medication, a new addiction,
Fucken thanks a lot.

Had to relapse, I'm outta rehab,
It ruined everything.
So point your finger, at the singer,
He's in the pharmacy.

You can't save me,
You can't change me,
Well I'm waiting for my wake up call ,
and everything's my fault.

You can't save me,
You can't blame me,
Well I'm waiting here to take a fall,
and everything, and everthing's my fault.

And I'm a death threat haven't slept yet,
Baby wide awake at dawn.
Helmet bad boy, tell the tabloids,
everything's my fault.

Whoa whoa yeah, write it write it,
Whoa whoa yeah, write it write it,
Whoa Whoa everthing's my fault,
everthing's my fault.

I went to heaven, couldn't get it,
For what I had done.
I said forsake me, you said you're crazy
you were too much fun.

You can't save me,
You can't change me,
Well I'm waiting for my wake up call ,
and everything's my fault.

You can't save me,
You can't blame me,
Well I'm waiting here to take a fall,
and everything,everthing's my fault.

You can't save me,
You can't change me,
You can't save me,
You can't change me,
You can't save me,
You can't change me,(everthing's my fault)
You can't save me,
You can't change me,

Everything's my fault.
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Save Me ~ Unwritten Law


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 Posted 1/24/2005 7:25 PM - 4 Views - 6 eProps - 4 comments

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You Shouldnt Judge urself girl.... theres alot of the bright side in life.. ur just not looking around for it... dont make urself down, go on the bright side!! ^^
Posted 1/24/2005 8:34 PM by Got_Film - reply

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AAAWWWW!!! REM! I've never said this to a friend but you are that special special friend that can make me smile when i want to cry. YOu shouldn't be harsh on yourself 'cause there's no reason to be. You are beautiful and never let anyone tell you otherwise. And if they even try I'll kick their ass all the way down to loser town!!  DOn't be so harsh REM. Look at the bright side of your life. YOu get to do more than I can. I can't even do half the things you're allowed to do. YOu should be gratful for what you got. You are the best friend I've ever had: never told a secret, always there, you have greatadvice. ENjoy life cause were halfway through the year.(sadly) Before you know it High school will be over and you'll wish things like " oh, is should of done this, or that." Love you bunches, no lie with all my heart. YOu are the perfect friend...
Posted 1/24/2005 10:27 PM by Ephemeral_Feelings - reply

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