| | It`z funny...sometimes I`m never satisfied with my life no matter how well thing`z are going. So what the hell do I want now? I have certain friendz that I really want to be close to...but it`z like I`m doing something wrong. I`m too quiet, that`z why they never really turn to me...so I know I`m never being thought of. I know it`z a silly thing to worry about but I never really felt special to someone (not in a relationship kind of way...ehh). -sigh- I hate my low self-esteem! I really REALLY DO >=[ ARGHHH`~#&(*%)$&^)&)_*@#@#!!!
I hate how I look...I look like I`m fuckin` crazy...I`m gonna dye my hair lighter so that my face won`t looked as fucked up. I hate how fat I`ve gotten...I`m gonna work out till I puke my f`ckin` guts out. I hate how quiet I am...I might as well just shut the fuck up for the rest of my damn life...I donno. Leave me alone....
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Had a bad day, don't talk to me, gonna ride this out, My little black heart, breaks apart, with your big mouth.
And I'm sick of my sickness Dont touch me, you'll get this. I'm useless, lazy, perverted, and you hate me.
You can't save me, You can't change me, Well I'm waiting for my wake up call, And everything, everything's my fault. Went to the doctor, and I asked her, to make this stop. Got medication, a new addiction, Fucken thanks a lot.
Had to relapse, I'm outta rehab, It ruined everything. So point your finger, at the singer, He's in the pharmacy.
You can't save me, You can't change me, Well I'm waiting for my wake up call , and everything's my fault.
You can't save me, You can't blame me, Well I'm waiting here to take a fall, and everything, and everthing's my fault.
And I'm a death threat haven't slept yet, Baby wide awake at dawn. Helmet bad boy, tell the tabloids, everything's my fault.
Whoa whoa yeah, write it write it, Whoa whoa yeah, write it write it, Whoa Whoa everthing's my fault, everthing's my fault.
I went to heaven, couldn't get it, For what I had done. I said forsake me, you said you're crazy you were too much fun.
You can't save me, You can't change me, Well I'm waiting for my wake up call , and everything's my fault.
You can't save me, You can't blame me, Well I'm waiting here to take a fall, and everything,everthing's my fault.
You can't save me, You can't change me, You can't save me, You can't change me, You can't save me, You can't change me,(everthing's my fault) You can't save me, You can't change me,
Everything's my fault. - - - - - - Save Me ~ Unwritten Law
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