I can`t believe myself...I`ve been bitin` people`z headz…

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Posted by: disxpinaysxaxdork Original: 1/26/2005 8:05 PM Views: 5 Comments: 2 eProps: 4 Read Comments Post a Comment Back to Your Xanga Site

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Wednesday, January 26, 2005

I can`t believe myself...I`ve been bitin` people`z headz off like crazy this week =\ Thanks for all the people that have been there...I lubb you all! -sigh-

After one problem is solved, something new comes along and if you`ve noticed, I`ve been grumpy this whole week...and I don`t think I`ve been PMsing so...this is gay. After I told him how I really felt, he said that now I don`t have to worry about it. Don`t have to worry about it, my ASS, thing`z only got worse. Now he won`t even talk to me. During lunch, he hella blew me off! I was talking to him...or atleast I thought I was...and he was walking sort of behind me, but when I turned around, I saw him walk in the other direction so the whole f`ckin` time, I was talking to myself. On top of that, this guy goes bragging to him about how he walks me to YMCA and I think he rubbed it in way too much. From now on, I ain`t talkin` to that @(#&(%$ about him anymore cuz he`z f`ckin` ruinin` everything now.

BS! Plus there`z this thing about next year and how we might not have Animation if our f`ckin` test scores don`t go up. FUCK! I have so many thing`z going on in my mind...I still haven`t really worked on the Safe on the Job poster....I`ve been doing my homework at 12 at night....I don`t know anymore!

See, sabi ko nga ehh! YOU PROMISED YOU WOULDN`T GET MAD! This is gay! Bs, BS, BS!!!!!!!!!!!

Sum 41 ~ Pieces
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I tried to be perfect
But nothing was worth it
I don’t believe it makes me real
I’d thought it’d be easy
But no one believes me
I meant all the things I said

If you believe it’s in my soul
I’d say all the words I know
Just to see if it would show
That I'm trying to let you know
That I’m better off on my own

This place is so empty
My thoughts are so tempting
I don’t know how it got so bad
Sometimes it’s so crazy that nothing can save me
But it’s the only thing that I have

If you believe it’s in my soul
I’d say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I'm trying to let you know
That I’m better off on my own

I tried to be perfect
It just wasn’t worth it
Nothing could ever be so wrong
It’s hard to believe me
It never gets easy
I guess I knew that all along

If you believe it’s in my soul
I’d say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I'm trying to let you know
That I’m better off on my own

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Oh REM... I'm sorry to hear about that. I hope things get better. I am so hoping that people get their shit together so we can still be in animation. What can we hope for if we don't get the experience? Semple was even trying to get us into art college. This sucks! If the state takes over I'll aske christene if she's going anywhere and maybe We can go some where better. If she stays though, I might go to Santa Clara high school wid my cuz... I don't know what I'll do if things dramaticlly change like that. Strict teachers, no electives, no hang'n out ny more in class. Moan. THinking about it makes me wanna cry... I don't want to lose anyone. What chance do you think we'll have? I always wondered, What would would I do If i lost those who are dear to me. If the school changes, I bet most of the perople would leave... *tear*

Posted 1/26/2005 8:32 PM by Ephemeral_Feelings - reply